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Tuesday, March 29, 2005
Was having a chat today with my dearie! "Fall in love. It is the best thing that can ever happen." Hearing this really had me thinking. How can such a simple thing change people's lives? How is it that the one thing that can make people so happy be so very hard to obtain?? Falling in love is never easy. Especially when you fall out of love and have your pretty little heart broken by someone you Weird huh? Love is a two way thing. You can't just go head over heels over someone and call that love. or whatever. Love is nothing but pretty lies. And then there is this other thing called Fate. I for one, do not believe in Fate. Cause it is commonly known that Fate occurs naturally. What if we can actually change them? If Fate planned that we were suppose to go out and meet the guy of our dreams today? Think about this.. What if we don't go out and we don't meet him today? Hrmm.. What exactly are they playing at? It can't mean that Fate decided to not let us meet him at the last moment right? Or maybe So is Fate something that we can control? Is that what it's suppose to be? People tell me " Your Fate is in your hands." Someone else tells me "Let Fate decide for you." Huh?? Can somebody explain to me? Or shall i live with the fact that.. Everything changes Fate Fate is just something you blame or rely on when something happens. What a load of rubbish. (Your name here) wasted his/her time at 6:28 PM
Monday, March 28, 2005
man. this is so fustrating just did my geoggers project the computer just froze and now everything is gone. thank you computer. gonna get scolding for not doing it tomorrow hooray hope mrs kunna doesn't get too angry. today was quite a coolios day. nothing much happened during lessons except the fact that mel was acting as if she lost her marbles or something.haha oh, and that my back was aching like crap. THANKS HUBBY FOR MASSAGING MY BACK!! :D was out for a while with mel,bean and sherry had so much fun.haha thanks guys made my day. grins. I'm freaking scared my case is gonna be reviewed this wednesday. hope the result of it won't make me start feeling depressed all over again. sigh Better go start nerding. LOVE~ MEL: I love you many many. Can't wait to disturb you tomorrow. SHERRY:Don't give up! You know what i mean. Remember what i said! LOVE~ (Your name here) wasted his/her time at 2:15 AM
Friday, March 25, 2005
Ever since the day you went away and left me lonely and cold My life just hasn't been the same ohh baby, nooo When I looked into your eyes the moment that I let you go I just broke down (down) Baby if I ever get the chance to be with you again I would sacrifice Cause the feeling that I feel within No other man would ever make me feel so right Its nice to smile when I get your phone call at night But I'd rather have you here with me, right next to me I miss the way you hold me tight [Bridge] I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch I never thought that I could ever love a man so much I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny For you I'd cross the world, for you I'd do anything [Chorus 2x] Thats right baby I'm going crazy I need to be your lady I've been thinking lately That you and me, yes we can make it Just ride with me, roll with me I'm in love with you baby Break it down now I'll tell you what I feel From the moment that I met you its been so damn real My heart seems to skip another beat Every time we speak, I can't believe I feel so weak Tell me that you really need me and you want me and you miss me And you love me I'm your lady I'll be around waiting for you I'll put it down be the woman for you I'm falling so deep for you crazy over for you I`m calling, calling out to you what am I going to do? It's true, no fronting Its you and no other i can no longer go on without you I'll just break down (down) [Bridge] I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch I never thought that I could ever love a man so much I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny For you I'd cross the world, for you I'd do anything [Chorus 2x] Thats right baby I'm going crazy I need to be your lady I've been thinking lately That you and me, yes we can make it Just ride with me, roll with me I'm in love with you baby Ohhh, ohhh....Crazy... lady..... lately.... Ohhh ohhh..... Ohh ohhh ohhhhhh Baby... (Your name here) wasted his/her time at 7:16 PM
Wednesday, March 23, 2005
I miss my blog! sigh. I have been very hardworking nowadays. And guess what? I actually understand maths. What a complete surprise. seriously With mel sitting next to me banging herself half the time, school's alright now. Nat and I are trying very hard regarding school.. I hope everything will go back to normal soon.. Been really depressed lately. I'm trying to stay out of trouble but it seems that trouble ALWAYS comes looking for me. My entire CME group,which consists of Stace, Nat, Rara, Bean and Connie are in so much shit. Seriously. It seems that the teachers don't seem to believe that Nat and I are not involved. My other members had no intention of doing ittoo! Why would they go looking for trouble? sigh Nat and I REALLY cannot get into any trouble already!! The entire group is so dead. BUT! I'm sure everything will be fine as long as we stick together! I LOVE YOU GUYS!! :D WE CAN DO IT! (Your name here) wasted his/her time at 7:22 PM
Sunday, March 13, 2005
Calli is all set to start nerding starting from tomorrow. i've completed all the homework that i owe mrs mah or so i think. yeah! I am so bored off my rocker I was reading Harry Potter and the new book is coming out soon! I'm such an obsessed little child Went grocery shopping today and my monkey was deciding what vegetables to buy? I was so embearrassed! She was poking at all the veggie! We decided to buy strawberries cause yours truly pointed out that they are so very pretty! and nice to eat. okay.off to go check out Paragon. i'll probably get something pretty! I feel as if my usage of vocabulary is so limited. pretty here.pretty there.haha lovelove~ (Your name here) wasted his/her time at 1:14 AM
Saturday, March 12, 2005
uh oh I think i love you? i'm so confused. i love you dear. Or don't i? oh no oh no (Your name here) wasted his/her time at 3:36 AM
oh godd.. I feel as if my life is like one big blur. Everything is so screwed up. studies..netball..nearly my whole life. got my report slip i did quite badly. tsk tsk there goes my acadamic life. I have to go back to school everyday during the march holidays to study?!! planned it with ms shanti and mr tang I know it's for my own good. so i shall not complain. at least i'm still in the team. hooray. (i mean it) I can't believe i'm saying this, but i'm rather thankful that im given another chance (again) I shall be a good girl and study hard and make my daddy proud! :) i don't want to talk about yesterday. was bombarded with so many questions i feel so useless whatever la had to control myself My personal thought... Why do things go the right way when i've given up? NAT:I hope you're feeling better! Move on. Stop thinking about it yeah? You're doing great now! Smile :) That person that we mentioned was acting rather hypocritical yesterday I felt like throwing up. She's such a hypocite. Look at herself before she talks about others man.. (Your name here) wasted his/her time at 2:54 AM
Sunday, March 06, 2005
ohmygiddygod I am just going to freaking die! Can't wait for this evening. I really love him for always being there for me What more can i seriously ask for?? I'm just going to forget the netball screw up and go wild!! I guess this is God's way of comforting me! I LOVE YOU GOD!! GRINS :D tralala. but i can only pull through today cause tomorrow i have to go to school and see some bits of junk. Earlier on, when i was out with Liz This lady kept looking at Liz Liz: Why the hell is she looking at me? Me:Look back! Look back! so the both of us kept looking at her ... ... Liz:Doesn't she remind you of a horse? Me:I think she looks more like an antelope. Liz: Man,she keeps looking. Me:Then we should keep looking Liz:I think she's gonna cry. And indeed she started crying We both got down on the next stop Geez. that woman is so crappy. Why the hell was she crying? It was quite unexpected and really shocking. She was crying so loudly. Good grief. We were so embarrassed. (Your name here) wasted his/her time at 11:14 AM
Saturday, March 05, 2005
My life is seriously so fucked up Forgive me for using such foul language, but yep.. Everyone,I'm suspended from the team.AGAIN Nat also man.. Are they serionsly insane?! NAT?!! How can they bench her? She's really trying now and the teachers don't give a damn! They depend on others for a report? They can't do it themselves is it?! Only that will show us their genuine sincerity. What an unreasonable bunch. So individualistic. And the finals are next week.Hooray man. Everone's gonna wonder why Nat is not playing and i am going to tell the world Shame those who deserve it. I will ruin her!! Fuck man. Reading Nat's blog nearly killed me. Some people are just so confused with their pathetic little lives. And others,tend to have to stoop so low just to get their way They say something but they mean another. How sad is that? Sensationally sad. That's how sad it is. I can't help it if my brain doesn't like maths. It's the only subject i have no,absolutely no, hope in. I don't like to register maths formulas into my brain and i have no wish to do so with the oh-so-hard formulas and hurt my poor brain. Yes, and i SERIOUSLY agree that only Nat and I are doing badly. What kind of lame excuse is she trying to give me? That i'm not doing well even if i'm not playing? Like hello? Are you stupid or something? Do i not attend the same trainings time as EVERYONE ELSE? Do i not miss classes like everyone else? It is such a dumb reason to give ,not just me, but everyone. People who know about this think it's such a sad joke. Please get it straight My GRADES are not slipping. It's just Maths What is with the vague picture that she's giving me? Tha WORST thing is that i was not even given a damn warning. That is so very fair man. Once again, I apologise for my crude language But i can't help it, cause during the camp, when we were sleeping or slacking, my mind kept drifting off to this issue. And i almost threw up my food due to someone's presence during the camp. Seriously, fuck off please. I really have nothing to lose at this point in time You've taken away netball, what else do you want? (Your name here) wasted his/her time at 6:46 PM
I want to hurt myself and i am fucking serious screw you. fuck off please (Your name here) wasted his/her time at 3:41 AM
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