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Friday, October 28, 2005
fourten sounds weird but i'm cool with it i made it damn happy please damn. gotta go back to school to collect mah report book. cause there was an error with our physics marks. there's gonna be both accounts and maths classes during the holidays. INTENSIVE PLEASE. but, i'm cool.. i really need them oh oh! and there's gonna be a netball camp. three days two nights. from the 21st to the 23rd nov feel like packing now. SOUNDS FUN! can't wait! broke mah heart to see mah special one cry today. hope she's better:) (Your name here) wasted his/her time at 5:52 AM
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
friendship just had a new meaning to it(: to my best friend. i just want you to know how much i appreciate you. it's been three years in IJ and although we're ALWAYS in different classes. i always knew i could count on you(: and as we went through these three years, meeting new people. acquiring new friends. you never left me. you were always there when i was down. you plucked me out from the dark. you gave me courage to move on. you always lent me a listening ear. you gave me the greatest advice. you always tolerated me. you always knew the true me no matter how different i seemed. and it was because of all this that we never quarrelled(okay, maybe once or twice, but STILL.) eh? actually i don't even remember us quarrelling in secondary school. I thank God for giving me someone i could always rely on. i LOVE YOU :D we'll always be best friends forever. (Your name here) wasted his/her time at 5:49 AM
sitting in the room with a fucked up kid next to me. young with an attitude. i wanna sleep till tmr. i don't want the world to see me cause i don't think that they'll understand. i was in a great mood today it was difficult to spoil, thanks to the presence of mah special one(: be my escape (Your name here) wasted his/her time at 5:23 AM
Monday, October 24, 2005
what a completely boring day. but we got the last of our papers. and i think i made it to sec four thank you God. hopefully i did. the verdict is out this friday pray for me. I WANNA GET TO SEC FOUR! AND GRADUATE WITH FOUR TEN!! IF I DON'T BLOG AFTER FRIDAY I THINK MIGHT HAVE TAKEN A CHOPPER TO STAB MYSELF. (Your name here) wasted his/her time at 2:23 AM
Sunday, October 16, 2005
sigh. looking back at the past month its been so filled with outings. i don't even remember my room. days at the library mugging for exams. and other things. late night on the phone. avoiding uncomfortable situations. i swear everything changed on Friday the 14th. i went for the retreat held in school. i have to add that i was awfully dreading to attend this miserable reteat as Friday was suppose to be a holiday for us. at the beginning of the retreat, the priest drilled this statement into our heads. "Don't leave this room with any regrets." it was then that so many people flooded through my mind. all those people that i have been at loggerheads with. and those of which i haven't spoken to in a long time. but that thought soon dropped out of my head cause i knew that what i was thinking was not going to be possible. coming to the end of the mission, we had to do this confession thingy and almost everyone in the room burst out crying. it was such a sad scene. i hugged (this is a list.) MY BESTIE:D TOAD: i know you were feeling like crap over what happened between you and your freinds but i just want you to know that even though we are not as close anymore, i'll always be here for you. oh and my best friend too! JAMIE. my one and only (yeah right.) YVELYN. I LOVE YOU! DEBORAH. she's not as weak as she looks, damn. she's such a nice hugger:) MARY. I love her plentys. MAY. she said such sweet things to me. i think i love her. SANDRA.DAN.JADE.LYDIA.SAM.VANESSA.NATS.JOYCE.KAREN.people whom i never thought i'll hug with so much warmth flooding through me. i even hugged chelsia: she apologised to me for God knows what.haha. its amazing how a hug can mean so much. here's the best part. blah blah and blah blah came up to me to apologise! when i hear their voice, i swear i almost fainted. i realised how much i missed them after they hugged me . no words can describe the happiness that overwhelmed me when they hugged me. i can't believe it. i miss them so, so much FORGET ALL THE SHIT THAT HAPPENED MAN. another great thing happened. i was sobbing like hell after hugging blah blah and blah blah caused i miss them so much when stace suddenly grabbed me from the side and hugged me and apologised. i almost died from sdock. but i was so happy and i really appreciated it. the she started crying and started talking about someone. i felt so bad for her. if only i could do something to make her feel better. sigh. all in all. i'm glad i went for the retreat. it changed my life for the better. although my heart is now broken. If I could I relive those days I know the one thing that would never change Every memory of looking out the back door I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor It's hard to say it, time to say it Goodbye, goodbye Every memory of walking out the front door I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for It's hard to say it, time to say it Goodbye, goodbye Look at this photograph Everytime I do it makes me laugh Everytime I do it makes me (Your name here) wasted his/her time at 9:16 PM
Monday, October 03, 2005
i am so glad i'm home(: i need to sleep. i am so deprived of it. hrmm. shall mug like hell for geoggers later today. i'm not going to sleep till i get it done. okayyy. i feel terrible for what i've been doing, but i can't. sorry, but i need to block her out. i may seem cold and everything. but i have my reasons. she's a HUGE distraction *emphasis on the huge. i'll make up for it when the exams are over. hopefully she doesn't think that i've given up. three down. seven more to go. what the freaking hell. well. on the bright side. i only have to go to school for FIVE more days. wahaha. hrmm.but i'm going to be deprived. NOOOO! stop it brain! laters(: (Your name here) wasted his/her time at 11:59 PM
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