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boring, boring week. it passed so very fast. i hardly remember anything. i wish i could see that special someone soon. it's been nine lonesome days
i wish wish for you on a falling star wondering where you are. do i ever cross your mind in the warm sunshine?
What i've been thinking lately To you: If you ever read this. i'm sorry i screwed up your life do you think i really wanted to? Do you really think that after all the fun times we had i would really have done what i did on purpose? I made two stupid mistakes and i freaking regret them. Aren't you tired of ignoring each other? I am. It's so draining. I helped someone who betrayed me in return. Someone i cared about a lot. Note the past tense. Maybe i do now. I didn't have any idea how much your friendship meant to me until i reached this part of the road. What i did was on the spur of the moment. I hate that i've hurt you by what i did. Trust is really fragile, that i know. I've learnt from this horrible lesson. I wish you would forgive me. I wish we were happy again. I wish i didn't hate someone who turned out to be a great person. I wish i knew that what i was going to do was going to hurt a lot of people, so that i wouldn't do it. I wish i could turn back time. If only i could do it, i'll give anything in the world. I swear i mean all of this. If only.. I'm truly sorry. really
Oh, and lastly, happy sixteen birthday.
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"I sense aspiration, yearning, striving to be accepted. Then I sense this appealing counter note of sincerity ... This is the story of a young girl who is enjoying her first taste of the spoils of dirty oil. It's perfect."
- Chuck Bass/Gossip Girl
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